Bullshit

im tired of peoples bullshit. not to be taken the wrong way, im actually in a good mood, just thinkin about everything. people need to quit tryin to act like everythings ok when its not. IF UR NOT FUCKING OK ACT LIKE IT, DNT TRY TO HIDE IT CUZ UR NOT HIDING IT! lol. anyways, break has actually been pretty coo. xmas was nice, got to see a lot of the fam, got a pull up bar and some clothes and watnot. kinda sad i didnt get to see my bro tho, dnt get to see him very often. got a gift that ive bin wantin for a while now that nite too hahahaa. kinda sad tho, found out sum shit thats actually really depressing. tottally just stopped typing for hella long thinkin about shit hahaa. on another note, things gotta change. for one thing, all negative influences need to go. fuck that new years resolution shit, thats preplanned procrastination. things gotta change NOW. "If you want peace, prepare for war" ?? BULLSHIT. should be "if you want peace, get rid of the reasons you fight". fucking Obama havin his goddamn campaign slogan as CHANGE, wat changed nigga? nothin. ur still sendin helal soldiers into the Middle East. so much for change. sometimes when people arent strong enough to make the changes their lives need or they arent willing to change or they are unaware of how much they need to change, if you really care about them, you have to make that change for them, knowing that it will be good for them and that they will appreciate it in the long run. Sucking up to them and just being an enabler is fucking stupid. also, doing nothing is some dumbass shit too. Doing nothing has just as many consequences as any action you choose to take. Sometimes you can't walk away from shit. sometimes the only thing you can choose is when and how you end it.

Lets Get It Poppin

last few days were crackinn. lets keep it rollin =]]

Finally

sooo i actually did good in finals. the only one i was disappointed about was my precal final but its w.e. ended up gettin a 4.0, yeeeeeee nigga!!! came up. break has been good so far, even tho its only been a couple of days. got to kick it wit the crew, or at least a lot of them. last nite was actually HELLA fun. "SHIT!!!! go back!! my hat flew out!!!!" lol. tryinna get to the snow someone wit peeps. feelin pretty good lately. guess thats all i got to say. aye whoevers readin this, lets get it poppin over break, forreaalllziiess

*Insert Clever Title*

goin to the weight room was probly one of the best choices ive ever made. ever since it opened, definitely gotten closer with the people in the group ive kinda drifted from. that fact and the self satisfaction i get from working hard have had me feelin really good lately. not really lookin forward to finals, just gotta come up on the AP psych one and the Art one, all the other ones i no i got em. tryinna do good on the precal one, but im satisfied with my grade and its not really gunna change so yeaa. well heres to hopin. lets get it poppin over break. hella tryinna get to the snow wit hella heads.

It's Been a While...

bin a minute since i posted. not hella long tho. soooo not much has happened. tree lighting was pretty coo. gaby's bday dinner nite was actually pretty coo over all. lol hella scary, house in the fuckin CUTS hahaaa. sunday, just did hwk and kicked it wit danica. oh actually, i went to church before goin to danicas. unfortunately i went at the wrong time i guess cuz the sermon was in some language idk hahaa. it was coo tho, chilled in the back, prayed, refelcted. shit was actually pretty coo. I wish st dominics had stained glasss windows tho, theyre really nice to look at. schools actually been aight, hella hwk but its due like a few days after so it gives me time. dnt feel so rushed. speaking of that, gotta do my drawing hahaa. hopeful for the future, learned to have more control and to not need control. thnx guyss =]] i love my niggas
"I'm lookin for a girl that will do whatever the fuck
I say everyday she be givin it up"- Nate Dogg
*lol great quote*

Brett why you look so mad?

nigga, why u look so happy? seems like hella ppl been askin me that lately. I dnt really feel that mad. well not compared to usual hahaa. havent really gone beast mode on anyone in a long time, thats probly a good thing. Finally not on lockdown no more, hella happy bout that shit. seen new moon wit D swag, my nigga nick, and jas yesterday. shit was actually pretty fun. well not the movie itself but hangin out wit ppl and enjoying their company. today was the first day back to school tho. wakin up early was not crackin. it was fuckin GREAT to see everyone tho, i missed them. i was hella happy when i seen everyone, felt like forever. still gotta start hwk tho but im not really worried about that. maybe i should be? idk, who cares? hahaa. so i found out the tree lighting ceremony is on friday. didnt even no that shit. came up hella quick. BUT young K is tryinna get to this concerto in SF and that shit seems coo so im tryinna get there too, but we dnt have a ride =[[ w.e, at least we'll for sure have SUMTHIN to do that nite hahaa. saturday...... not too sure about that shit yet. i know im doin SUMTHin tho, im gettin this weekend POPPIN to make up for a SUPER whack ass break. LOL just watched lil black joshes newest "dancing" video HELLA funny. I've really been thinking about the future lately. certain things look good but other thigns i feel like i need to change cuz im not satisfied with the way things are or the way other things are going. however, sometimes when i try to share my thoughts with otheres, not just the thoughts of the future but any actually well thought out or deep thoughts, i find that i don't have the vocabulary or means to convey the message or meaning im trying to get across. its HELLA frustrating to have an idea/feeling/epiphany so pure, so beautiful, so inspiring that i know it HAS to be true, yet be unable to share this with anyone. maybe i need to expand my horizons, learn more about other areas of life before i can do so? who knows... anyways, lifes pretty good lately i guess. I'm hoping i can keep myself under control, I actually don't like it when i lose it, especially not in front of ppl that are close to me, a lot of them say it's like im a totally different preson, that theyre scared of me, which is the last thing i want.....
""But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked.
"Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."
"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice.
"You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here."" - Alice in Wonderland

hahahahahaaaa

Lockdown Day 3

FML, this shits hella wack. cant do shit, goin crazy fuckin sittin around in my house. cant even sleep good cuz i dnt do shit so i dnt get tired and then im up hella late and then wake up early and end up sleeping during the day and so my sleep cycle is so fucked rite now. hella tryinna do sumthin, anything! wish i woulda gone to demariobuhds party, shit looks like it was CRACKIN based on all the pics i seen. idk if its cuz i had to be home and not allowed to do shit, but ever since like sunday i been kinda down. its w.e tho, gotta stay up. im tryinna see all the nigs, seems like forever since i seen them. i hope i can start doin shit again friday. i wouldnt be able to even if i wasnt in trouble tomorow cuz its thanksgiving so im not even trippin off that. im glad tomorows thanksgiving cuz that means im boutta GRUB! still tryinna get on that job hype, no where calls me back tho. i needa make some money so i can get a car hopefully by this summer so we can get places! anyways im out, gotta find somethin to do to make time pass faster.
"Everything is more beautiful because we're doomed."

Fuuuuckkk

so far break= not crackin. the only good day was saturday, went to austins and watched ufc and hung out. pretty fun. after that, shit went downhill. Sunday, all bad. argued hella bad, everything went to shit. ended up walkin around benicia for a long ass time, ended up goin to her house, attempted to make thigns better, seemed like it was gettin there but then fate comes around and fucks me over. turns out my ride cats out on me and im fuckin abandoned. gotta call from my parents at like 2:30 in the morning and they come get me and beat my ass and talk hella shit all the way home and a lil bit more when were inside the house. the next day, had to wake up hella early and do hella work almost the whole day. feelin hella sick since i woke up that day. on fuckin LOCKDOWN ever since. really hope this break doesnt super fail the way halloween did. but its w.e, one more things to prove my theory of relativity lol. i miss my frends. whoever reads this, in the words of yung stav "Lets get it poppin" *lol* when i can kick it

And We're Back...

been a lil while since my last post. parents got home last night. not sure how i feel about that yet. glad theyre aight tho. Pacquaio fight was on saturday nite. whooped that nigga cotto. MAYWEATHER WHERE U AT NGIGA!? U NEXT!!! lightweight startin to get sick but hopefully ill just get better and not get anyworse. tryin to make next week crackin but for now just gotta focus on school. gotta come up in Precal, and AP psych. lightweight Art but not really. funny how i write that but im still on the comp instead of doin hwk hahaaa. oooooo just thot back on friday nite. CRACKIN! probly best nite of all the nites my parents were gone. probly not goin to disneyland next week =[[ w.e im not trippin, were goin this summer wit HELLA folks including Miggy, shits boutta get CRACKIN!!! tryinna get on that J-O-B hype tho. havin no money= NO BUENO!
anyways, i should probly start on my hwk so imma hop on that
"Let us stay young or let us live forever"-Forever Young by Jay Z

Lookin Back....

We've all been postin hella long, deep ass blogs. Like really, we've opened ourselves up to each other in a way that we've never done before. Back in the day, at least one of us would have talked shit about it but not anymore. And raelly, thats just hella coo cuz i feel like we've all gotten a lot closer. MIGGY, dnt even think that ur gunna be outta the loop when u get back mah dooo cuz we all think about u and miss u all day errday, no joke. This summers boutta be crackinnnn. Just gotta get a job and a car. Anways, imma get back to that normal blog hype lol. so yesterday was the last game of the season. We bin undefeated up until then so i guess karma decided to come around and fuck us over wit a bitch ass reff. This nigga literally only made 4 calls against the other team, while he gave 8 of my teammates yellow cards. HELLA calls against us. Fuckin faggit, i shoulda just let loose and unleashed my fuckin anger on that nigga. We lost at the last minute, 2-1. fuuuuckkk, really hope the team that was in 2nd lost too, then we got a chance of bein 1st. unlikely tho. Im tryinna get tomorow night POPPIN! im actually feelin pretty good. a lot of hwk but its nothin now, most of the crews together again and thats all that matters.

THIS nigga hahaa

aight so heres the REAL story of how me and marcus met. me and danny grant were hangin out after school, makin fun of girls cuz we were in 4th grade so thats like boys jobs, to be mean to girlsz hahaa. anyways, we were doin that and all of a sudden this nigga marcus runs up on us hella hyper and watnot. and hes like hi, im marcus, ur really cool, will u be friends with me? if u do then i can be cool tooooo!!! plz plz PPLLLLZZZZ!?!? and then i was like aight nigga, dnt let ur fuckin head explode lol. so like 4 sec later hes like hey ummm will u spend the nite at my house tonite!? PLZ!? and i was like aiiightt. so that nite im there and im startin to fall asleep and all of a sudden i see marcus standin over me breathin hella hard and shit and so im like uhhhh nigga im sick, PEACE lol. had to bail. yeeeeeeee we had hella good times. We stuck together thru everything over the years. It took me a lil while to get it but finally i realized what really mattered and wat actually didnt mean shit so now i gotta make amends. Mah nigga, at first when ppl were mad at u and u were sayin u didnt need nobody and u were down to fly solo, i was hella hurt cuz i was thinkin u ment that u didnt want us around, not even me. I wasnt sure wat i should do after that so i just drifted thru life and kicked it wit wheover gravitated to me and didnt seek out anyone. But now that i read ur blogs and shit and talked to u and everything, i realize that u didnt really mean that shit in the way i thot u did. I can see now that u really do care about us and thats wat actually matters. Im wit u no matter wat, from now til you die *cuz imma live forever hahaa* no more of this unsure bullshit. We been thru too much to fall apart now. fuuuck that mita sounded kinda gay, but really i dnt even care cuz u my nigga. btw, just so u no, I was the only one sayin how it was jacked up how ppl were mad at u but not the other person involved. not tryin to justify anything i did, but just wanted to let u no so that you dnt think was against you or nuthin. ANYWAYS, just had to get that out there. fuckin HELLA mad, first loss today on the LAST game of our season. probly not first anymore. fuckin faggit ass ref. lucky i didnt fuckin KEVIN him lol. kinda disappointed that one dude wasnt at that play this weekend, woulda relieved hella stress to fuck that nigga up. i think im done with this now. Im startin to feel a lot better.
I got mad love for all my friends, no order again,:
<3Miggy*well maybe order matters for him, but no one else*
Nick
Marcus
Kevin
Peter
Kameron
Tyler
Mando
Patrick
Matt
Tai
Ari
Gaby
"The problem with me is that I THINK TOO MUCH..."-Felt, The Biggest Lie

I Don't Have Clever Names For Posts

so today im pretty sure i hit rock bottom. seemed like everything was just goin wrong. i was really just fightin to keep from drownin for a long ass time but today i gave up. I succumbed to wat i thought to be the inevitable and resigned myself to watever fate had in store for me. I don't even know wat happened after that, for a while i just drifted, not even there, without a purpose, merely existing. came back to life, but still felt hella down. went to try to get cheered up but fucked up and ended up makin shit worse. went home. prayed for the first time since....... musta bin over a year ago. still felt like shit afterwards but didn't know wat else to do so i thot it mita bin worth a try. not even sure wat i want anymore, just tryin to maintain, keep my head above water. I just know that this isnt the way things are supposed to be. Never sure wat the right thing to do iss anymore. seems like every option is partly right and im not sure of which one i should take. What is good that has come out of this is I realized who really cares about me and who i really care about. I just wish one of them realized that doing something you dont wanna do doesnt mean youre not independent or that you need other people, it just means that you care enough about them to make an effort to keep your friendship with them. Also, the effects they had on me and my life. Without them, i would be in a MUCH MUCH darker place, AND i would be alone there. Its wat Ive always been afraid of, to hear someone i really and truly care about say they dont care about me or they dnt care about things they do that hurt me, and yet it still it just as suprising and hurtful as getting a knife in the chest rite as you turn to face someone. I cant thank my loved ones enough for wat theyve done. They really just saved my life. I love my niggas, ALL of them. no particular order, so nobody get butthurt..... even tho only like 2 ppl read my blogs lol
My Niggas:
Kevin
Nick
Patrick
Matt
Peter
Tyler
Kameron
Armando
Tai
Cesar
Gaby
Ari
Marcus-even though you might hate me rite now, we been like bros since like 3rd grade
Still got love for u
And of course, Miggy- aye we all hella miss u mah dooo. we really were just like a family before you left *not to sound like the HELLA COOL "waters end family" lol* we had hella good times. DC "Oh JESUS!" lol hangin out wit Busty. when we first started hangin out wit ari and mieke. how we used to shoot niggas out the window wit ur airsoft gun lol. I love you nigga, cant wait for you to come back.
All of you have made me the person i am today, and i cant thank you enough

Where'd You Go?

wtf is happening? everything is so fucked up rite now. I don't even see how we got to this point. Lookin back on things, i see how tight we all were, how much love we had for each other. Now, i look around and just see pain everywhere i look. Pain at the loss of one brother, Pain at the disunity of the others, Pain at the crisis of the remaining whole, Pain caused to men by their own brothers. Wat happened to the days where everything was in harmony and the world was a good place to be? Maybe i was just blind to the things that i see now? maybe i just didnt want to see them and so i saw only wat i wanted to see.... Idk, i just feel like weve all been goin downhill ever since Miggy left. Can one person really impact this many people, this much? true, he was a big part of our lives and we all love and miss him a lot, but was he the only thing holding us together? without him, are we forced to be the way we are? or can we still fight to maintain and keep our group together? I feel like im the only one left fighting to keep us whole. Weve been hella tight ever since the third grade, close as brothers, it seems like it would be wrong to abandon him now that hes got no one else. idk wat to do. I really just cant do this alone. I dont have anything left to give. Hella hurtin rite now, feelin all different shades of shitty. parents just abandon me, dnt even care. Friends are fighting, no hope of peace in site. gotta keep shit together and do hella shit all the fucking time, 24/7/365. feel like i gotta fucking keep everything in, sometimes feels like i wanna just explode and lash out at anyone and everyone, anything or everything. anything to just feel something different, to know that something i did made a difference, good or bad. this is so fucking bad. How can things really get this bad? it seems like every aspect of my life just suddenly fuckin all plotted against me and were like FUCK THIS NIGGA, and all went bad at the same fucking time. Isn't my fucking theory supposed to make this shit get better? or am i now suffering for all the good times i had? fuck dude, i musta had so heavenly fuckin times to deserve this shit

Fuckin Great

hella wack. our groups in a goddamn civil war right now. were all really fuckin up and stayin segregated when we need to come together and stay strong. Really just pisses me off. feel like everythigns fuckin fallin apart no matter how hard I try to hold it together. seems like life's comin around and is like "oh, u had hella fun and good times before? cooooo, now u gotta equalize that shit and get FUCKED OVER"
"Time went on and the game begin, I was loosing comrades either death or the penn
,I was loosing comrades but I’m stacking them ends, We ever go to 600 we losing our friends..." -E40, Pray For Me

It's Been A While

It's been a while since my last post. pretty sure its the longest period of time where i havent posted nuthin since ive made this hahahaa. so i guess things have gotten better. finally seen paranormal. that shit woulda been way better if some black dude didnt sit behind us. "aww shiet cuhz, yall niggas should call scooby doo!" uhhh NO NIGGA! theyre not gunna fuckin call scooby doo cuz that wouldnt make any fucking sense at all!!! lol. it was aight tho. everyones gettin sick tho. fuckin swine flu's no joke. seen a video today of some chick who was one of the first to get the H1N1 shot or w.e. that bitch cant even walk good anymore!!!! lightweight fucked up but it was hella funny hahaa. did u no that monkeys go around sometimes and kill other monkeys babies and EAT THEM!? crazy ass shit mah doo. cant find that shit on youtube tho, guess u gotta search for yourself if u really wanna see. but anyways, life is actually pretty good rite now. lightweight managing hwk, finding time in classes to do it and watnot. halloween comin up thsi saturday, tryin to get it crackin. nothin to complain about..... well my cars not working but its not even a big deal. not rite now anyways. hella tryin to keep up my grades tho. its a lot of work but im managing. also, soccers been pretty coo. still undefeated *knock on wood* tryin to finish the season off that way. got 2 games this weekend. ones sunday morning, 8 AM in oakland. not tight. boutta be DEAD that game. hopefully i can somehow pull through and play well. and hopefully everyone else can too. well, i just gotta do keep doin wat im doin, and work hard and make the best of w.e happens. Kinda suprising but im actually kinda optimistic today.... maybe im sick? lol
"Necessity is blind until it becomes conscious. Freedom is the consciousness of necessity." -Karl Marx

idontevenknow

fuuuckkk. lately i just felt hella unsatisfied with my life. I'm pissed off ALL the time for no fucking reason. I been fuckin everything up and it just makes things worse. Seems like nothing goes right. I don't even no why i get up in the morning anymore. Life is like a constant stream of "Fuck You's" that fate has directed rite at me. But throughout all this, i gotta walk around with a fuckin smile on my face acting like everythings so fuckin great. otherwise people are like "wtf? why are u bein such a dick? calm down. STFU ur an asshole, ur a jerk, ur stupid...etc" I feel like im hella trapped, stuck in a loop of frustration, anger, disappoinment, and sadness. FUCK THAT. im so fucking sick of this shit. I really want it to get better like ASAP. BUT the only good thing about all this shit is that its so horrible that, according to my theory, this shits gotta come around and turn into HELLA GOOD ass times....... unelss the good times have alredy happened and this is the turnaround from them. that would fuckin suck. I really needa take out my rage and shit on that dude. omg if he comes around again, its fuckin over for him, he aint gettin away again. no matter wat it takes

Wet

So its really just bin raining ALL day. i guess thats not such a bad thing but my socks got hella wet cuz the water soaked through my shoes. anyways, today was pretty coo. made it thru the day without any major incidents. only a few days til homecoming. just gotta make it til then without any kind of catastrophes and everything will be aight. thats the goal. I been hella frusterated at certain points during the last few days but it goes away. Other than that, things have been goin aight i guesss. not hella great but I got nothin to complain about, just gotta keep on movin and make it through.
"Once she gets her hands on me I know I'll be feeling alright..." -K Young

*hahaaa almost like yung K*

Hella Disappointing

Today was quite the downer. First, woke up hella late, didn't get a chance to print my hwk out so that was fucked. School itself just failed. Afterschool had to do hella chores and then went to danica's hella later than i wanted to. all my friends went to ann's party. i wasnt invited though, so i tried to get my friends to hang out wit me and not go but its understandable that they went, everyone likes freee stuff. Went and picked up Demario Shakil Josh Nick other nick and win and went to the high. the bat was forgotten in the truck so we couldnt do shit to that bitch's car. went lookin for him and unknowingly made a scene in front of everyone just by tryin to fight that faggit 20 sumthin year old. that bitch ass nigga punked out and had to havve my cuzn protect him and then when i went all the way around and tried to call his ass out, he ran away. fuckin homo. cant even believe he really ran away. pissed off after that. dropped everyone off where they wanted to go. tried to salvage the nite and went back to danica's but ended up lightweight fuckin that up too. well not really fuckin it up but didn't go as well as i wanted so idk. today just fuckin failed. Lets pray that tomorow is waaaayyyy better. my theory should take care of me for once. the whole bad shit equaling out to good shit and watnot, means that i got A LOT of good comin to me. can't wait for it to get here
"I want freedom for the full expression of my personality." - Mahatma Ghandi

Stressed out

HELLA fuckin homework today. seemed like every class gave me shit to do. still gotta finish my notebook for history but theres no way i could do any of the shit im missing cuz its shit we did in class and i wasnt there for it. so the plan is to do it during other classes tomorow. luckily were not doin shit in ap psych or lit os ill have time to finish it. anyways, the day was aight. coasted through the day, made it through without any mishapps. always hella tired tho, seems like forever since i slept long enough to make me well rested. gotta keep up the focus tho, keep wats important close and push out all the other bullshit. and this weak ass internet keeps goin out. comcast is such a fuckin joke, they fail. its w.e tho. even though its hella fun, i cant wait til soccer ends, it takes up hella time and i wanna be able to just relax for a while. didn't do shit today after school tho. probly goin to get homecoming shit after school wit marcus tomoroww. tryin to get sumthin crackin tho after that, my game on saturday isnt til 4 so im tryin to have a late nite and sleep innnn. tryin to see my girl asap toooo. just gotta make it through 3pm tomorow and im in the fuckin clear nigga
"If you're not really here, then the stars don't even matter..." -Sam Sparrow

Brett's Theory of Relativity, and more!

I've been thinking that i should publish this so that no one else can bite my shit and claim it as their own, and i decided that today is as good a day as any, so why wait? ok soooo here's how it goes
Brett's Thoery of Relativity states that the amount of goodness, happiness, cool ass shit, good times, or any kind of positivity must equal out to the amount of badness, depression, anger, or any kind of negativity in a persons' life. This does not mean that if you have 3 good days, you will have 3 bad days. Rather, if you have a certain amount of goodness in your day, then that same amount will come back to you in some form of negativity.
aaayyyeee that actually seems pretty smart..... well to me at least. soooo today...
started off hella cold. woke up and didn't even wanna get out of bed. School was aight, got to see all my friends, went off, talked shit, all that good stuff hahaa. went to soccer after school, it was actually pretty fun. before going home, went to see danica, chilled wit her for a bit. Mom called hella heated for some reason, just cuz I didn't come straight home. got home and got yelled at. for sum reason the stuff she said just made me hella depressed, didn't even say shit back. I think back to the days where we never argued and I wonder if things will ever be like that again. somtimes i just get so fed up with the fighting and arguing and constant need to be on my guard and act a certain way, i just want to give up. I'm tired of all this fighting, all this conflict. I don't want any of it anymore
"And when the smoke evaporated and the damage was assessed
The casualities were counted as they looked upon the mess..." -Atmosphere

Oh shit nigga

who woulda thought I'd do more than one post in a day? Idk, it's probably because I'm hella bored. just got back from the college fair wit kevin. shit was hella wack. didn't even have any UC reps so it was pretty much pointless to go. reminisced with Peter and Kevin on the way home tho about good times..... sort of. I miss the old crew. We are all still friends but it just seems like we aren't as tight anymore. We needa have a reunion and all kick it together. days like this remind me that the year is goin by and that it's fall already. can't wait for halloween. This year's boutta be CRACKIN..... if all goes as planned hahaa. speaking of things I can't wait for, I can't wait for thsi summer. Miggy's gunna be back, I got my license, hopefully I'll have a driveable. Oh Shit Nigga; boutta be fuckin mindboggling. I'm really just gettin juiced thinkin about it. aye miggy we miss u mah nigga. lol I don't even think anyone reads anything I post. maybe i should just start talkin shit on here.... lol

*ATS*

damnn
hella thoughts of talkin shit today
fucked up ass responses kept comin to my mind but
im obviously gettin nicer cuz i held that shit back
and didnt say nuthin. for some reason this
actually kinda pleases me... today was aight i guess.
i was pretty tired tho. hate how its hella cold in the
morning but then by the afternoon a jacket
makes you hot. no bueno nigga
so now im just kickin back, not tryin to do
precal or art hwk yet. boutta do that shit at like 11
aaayyyeee kevin status lol
still figurin out this blog shit, im gettin it tho
a lot goin through my mind lately, seems like theres always sumthin
"I've got some issues that nobody can see..." -Kid Cudi

First Impressions

So..... first blog ever. Not even sure what I should say. Then again, who knows if anyone is even going to read this, so I could say whatever I wanted without worrying what someone would think. not that I would anyways, I don't feel remorse or silly feelings like that XD
Anyways, I guess I'll state the events of today. I woke up at like 8-10 *not exactly sure how long I was awake before I looked at the clock* sat around, did chores and whatnot until 1. went to soccer game. almost fought this black kid on the other team for callin me a wetback *wtf? im not even mexican hahaa* we won 5-0, niggas is undefeated in league standings *knock on wood, not even tryin to jinx that shit* went home. took a shwoer and ate. did more chores and some homework. went over to danicas house and kicked it wit her. went home at like 10. actually kinda satisfied with today...... except didn't get to fight that black dude, but its w.e now. i think im done with this for now