I'm So Tired

I'm tired of everyone's perfection. "omg you make make so happy, your so perfect, were perfect for each other, life is perfect, were perfect, everything is just so perfect"
things like this make me want to breathe smoke and let the world crumble in my hands
why does everyone want to be perfect? perfection is overrated
wat makes perfection so great? if everyone was perfect, then everyone would be the same.
besides, perfection is unattainable.
There's a reason people are imperfect: it makes them unique.
I love my friends and family for their imperfections. Every little quirk, oddity, habit, anything that separates them from the rest of the herd makes them all the better and more cherished to me.
"We like each other for our common qualities, but it is our differences, our imperfections, that we love each other for"

I'm so tired of people being so sensitive. At times, it's good to stand up for yourself or w.e you believe is being offended or whatever, but it is totally unnecessary to constantly bicker about things that have no importance whatsoever. People need to realize when shit really just doesn't matter. It's so much easier to see things clearly when your mind isn't clouded by bias or emotions.

I'm so tired of being smarter than the majority of people. It's hella hard to communicate with someone when you constantly have to slow down, and spell out every little thing. It's like people intentionally act dense just to frustrate those of us who aren't total morons. THEN they expect us to dumb it down for them just so they can understand. HELLO!? are you people that fucking retarded? if someone is more advanced at you at something, you step your fucking game up and get better so you can keep up!! some people are just fucking dumbasses.

I'm so tired of people demanding so much out of me. So many people expect me to make all these decisions and take care of all this shit, and in all honesty, i dont give a shit about any of it.
It takes so much energy to put up with the majority of the world's shit and all these teachers and parents and coaches and all these "authority figures" and wat they all want from me, that by the end of the day i just don't have any left for anything. If people want to make things happen, put forth a fucking effort, they shouldnt ask me wat they should do, that's really just not doin shit. It's making me do more.

I love when I don't have to think about anything, just react intuitively. It feels so good to just do whatever I want without having to stop and think and plan out what i'm going to do. Go with the flow, just do whatever the fuck i want.




It needs to be summer.



"There is no greater aspiration than to have love in our lives..."-Mr. Feeney