almost off lockdown. sooooo boring.
painted a house today. that was actually pretty fulfilling.
nice to see that when u put in work at certain things, it makes a difference.
kinda hate being bored cuz then it leaves me alone with my thoughts.
most things just depress me. everything is goin to hell in the world
and even tho its really bad and saddening, i definitely coulda called it.
my niggas are like one of the few things in life that i love more than anything. i would kill/die for anyone of my actual, real, honest to god, trustworthy niggas. they help me get thru life. they brighten my day when i need it the most. but days like these, where im isolated, my thoughts take a downward spiral...
i miss just kickin it at miggys/kevins houses/the park wit everyone.
fuck this divided, no matter wat happens someone gets mad, always feelin like someones missing bullshit, i miss the old days. even though we didn't go nowhere, or do
what other people in our grade were doin, we really had better times than anyone else.
fuck that, we had the BEST times. i miss going to bed content with the days events.
i miss not wanting the day to end, now i just feel like it shouldnt have even started.
i miss being care free, doing wat i want instead of thinking carefully about every little thing
having to plan out everything every step of the way.
i miss not fucking up all the time. i miss the unity of everything.
i miss my self assuredness. i miss my feelings. i miss miggy.
i miss being happy
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