It's Been A While

It's been a while since my last post. pretty sure its the longest period of time where i havent posted nuthin since ive made this hahahaa. so i guess things have gotten better. finally seen paranormal. that shit woulda been way better if some black dude didnt sit behind us. "aww shiet cuhz, yall niggas should call scooby doo!" uhhh NO NIGGA! theyre not gunna fuckin call scooby doo cuz that wouldnt make any fucking sense at all!!! lol. it was aight tho. everyones gettin sick tho. fuckin swine flu's no joke. seen a video today of some chick who was one of the first to get the H1N1 shot or w.e. that bitch cant even walk good anymore!!!! lightweight fucked up but it was hella funny hahaa. did u no that monkeys go around sometimes and kill other monkeys babies and EAT THEM!? crazy ass shit mah doo. cant find that shit on youtube tho, guess u gotta search for yourself if u really wanna see. but anyways, life is actually pretty good rite now. lightweight managing hwk, finding time in classes to do it and watnot. halloween comin up thsi saturday, tryin to get it crackin. nothin to complain about..... well my cars not working but its not even a big deal. not rite now anyways. hella tryin to keep up my grades tho. its a lot of work but im managing. also, soccers been pretty coo. still undefeated *knock on wood* tryin to finish the season off that way. got 2 games this weekend. ones sunday morning, 8 AM in oakland. not tight. boutta be DEAD that game. hopefully i can somehow pull through and play well. and hopefully everyone else can too. well, i just gotta do keep doin wat im doin, and work hard and make the best of w.e happens. Kinda suprising but im actually kinda optimistic today.... maybe im sick? lol
"Necessity is blind until it becomes conscious. Freedom is the consciousness of necessity." -Karl Marx

idontevenknow

fuuuckkk. lately i just felt hella unsatisfied with my life. I'm pissed off ALL the time for no fucking reason. I been fuckin everything up and it just makes things worse. Seems like nothing goes right. I don't even no why i get up in the morning anymore. Life is like a constant stream of "Fuck You's" that fate has directed rite at me. But throughout all this, i gotta walk around with a fuckin smile on my face acting like everythings so fuckin great. otherwise people are like "wtf? why are u bein such a dick? calm down. STFU ur an asshole, ur a jerk, ur stupid...etc" I feel like im hella trapped, stuck in a loop of frustration, anger, disappoinment, and sadness. FUCK THAT. im so fucking sick of this shit. I really want it to get better like ASAP. BUT the only good thing about all this shit is that its so horrible that, according to my theory, this shits gotta come around and turn into HELLA GOOD ass times....... unelss the good times have alredy happened and this is the turnaround from them. that would fuckin suck. I really needa take out my rage and shit on that dude. omg if he comes around again, its fuckin over for him, he aint gettin away again. no matter wat it takes

Wet

So its really just bin raining ALL day. i guess thats not such a bad thing but my socks got hella wet cuz the water soaked through my shoes. anyways, today was pretty coo. made it thru the day without any major incidents. only a few days til homecoming. just gotta make it til then without any kind of catastrophes and everything will be aight. thats the goal. I been hella frusterated at certain points during the last few days but it goes away. Other than that, things have been goin aight i guesss. not hella great but I got nothin to complain about, just gotta keep on movin and make it through.
"Once she gets her hands on me I know I'll be feeling alright..." -K Young

*hahaaa almost like yung K*

Hella Disappointing

Today was quite the downer. First, woke up hella late, didn't get a chance to print my hwk out so that was fucked. School itself just failed. Afterschool had to do hella chores and then went to danica's hella later than i wanted to. all my friends went to ann's party. i wasnt invited though, so i tried to get my friends to hang out wit me and not go but its understandable that they went, everyone likes freee stuff. Went and picked up Demario Shakil Josh Nick other nick and win and went to the high. the bat was forgotten in the truck so we couldnt do shit to that bitch's car. went lookin for him and unknowingly made a scene in front of everyone just by tryin to fight that faggit 20 sumthin year old. that bitch ass nigga punked out and had to havve my cuzn protect him and then when i went all the way around and tried to call his ass out, he ran away. fuckin homo. cant even believe he really ran away. pissed off after that. dropped everyone off where they wanted to go. tried to salvage the nite and went back to danica's but ended up lightweight fuckin that up too. well not really fuckin it up but didn't go as well as i wanted so idk. today just fuckin failed. Lets pray that tomorow is waaaayyyy better. my theory should take care of me for once. the whole bad shit equaling out to good shit and watnot, means that i got A LOT of good comin to me. can't wait for it to get here
"I want freedom for the full expression of my personality." - Mahatma Ghandi

Stressed out

HELLA fuckin homework today. seemed like every class gave me shit to do. still gotta finish my notebook for history but theres no way i could do any of the shit im missing cuz its shit we did in class and i wasnt there for it. so the plan is to do it during other classes tomorow. luckily were not doin shit in ap psych or lit os ill have time to finish it. anyways, the day was aight. coasted through the day, made it through without any mishapps. always hella tired tho, seems like forever since i slept long enough to make me well rested. gotta keep up the focus tho, keep wats important close and push out all the other bullshit. and this weak ass internet keeps goin out. comcast is such a fuckin joke, they fail. its w.e tho. even though its hella fun, i cant wait til soccer ends, it takes up hella time and i wanna be able to just relax for a while. didn't do shit today after school tho. probly goin to get homecoming shit after school wit marcus tomoroww. tryin to get sumthin crackin tho after that, my game on saturday isnt til 4 so im tryin to have a late nite and sleep innnn. tryin to see my girl asap toooo. just gotta make it through 3pm tomorow and im in the fuckin clear nigga
"If you're not really here, then the stars don't even matter..." -Sam Sparrow

Brett's Theory of Relativity, and more!

I've been thinking that i should publish this so that no one else can bite my shit and claim it as their own, and i decided that today is as good a day as any, so why wait? ok soooo here's how it goes
Brett's Thoery of Relativity states that the amount of goodness, happiness, cool ass shit, good times, or any kind of positivity must equal out to the amount of badness, depression, anger, or any kind of negativity in a persons' life. This does not mean that if you have 3 good days, you will have 3 bad days. Rather, if you have a certain amount of goodness in your day, then that same amount will come back to you in some form of negativity.
aaayyyeee that actually seems pretty smart..... well to me at least. soooo today...
started off hella cold. woke up and didn't even wanna get out of bed. School was aight, got to see all my friends, went off, talked shit, all that good stuff hahaa. went to soccer after school, it was actually pretty fun. before going home, went to see danica, chilled wit her for a bit. Mom called hella heated for some reason, just cuz I didn't come straight home. got home and got yelled at. for sum reason the stuff she said just made me hella depressed, didn't even say shit back. I think back to the days where we never argued and I wonder if things will ever be like that again. somtimes i just get so fed up with the fighting and arguing and constant need to be on my guard and act a certain way, i just want to give up. I'm tired of all this fighting, all this conflict. I don't want any of it anymore
"And when the smoke evaporated and the damage was assessed
The casualities were counted as they looked upon the mess..." -Atmosphere

Oh shit nigga

who woulda thought I'd do more than one post in a day? Idk, it's probably because I'm hella bored. just got back from the college fair wit kevin. shit was hella wack. didn't even have any UC reps so it was pretty much pointless to go. reminisced with Peter and Kevin on the way home tho about good times..... sort of. I miss the old crew. We are all still friends but it just seems like we aren't as tight anymore. We needa have a reunion and all kick it together. days like this remind me that the year is goin by and that it's fall already. can't wait for halloween. This year's boutta be CRACKIN..... if all goes as planned hahaa. speaking of things I can't wait for, I can't wait for thsi summer. Miggy's gunna be back, I got my license, hopefully I'll have a driveable. Oh Shit Nigga; boutta be fuckin mindboggling. I'm really just gettin juiced thinkin about it. aye miggy we miss u mah nigga. lol I don't even think anyone reads anything I post. maybe i should just start talkin shit on here.... lol

*ATS*

damnn
hella thoughts of talkin shit today
fucked up ass responses kept comin to my mind but
im obviously gettin nicer cuz i held that shit back
and didnt say nuthin. for some reason this
actually kinda pleases me... today was aight i guess.
i was pretty tired tho. hate how its hella cold in the
morning but then by the afternoon a jacket
makes you hot. no bueno nigga
so now im just kickin back, not tryin to do
precal or art hwk yet. boutta do that shit at like 11
aaayyyeee kevin status lol
still figurin out this blog shit, im gettin it tho
a lot goin through my mind lately, seems like theres always sumthin
"I've got some issues that nobody can see..." -Kid Cudi

First Impressions

So..... first blog ever. Not even sure what I should say. Then again, who knows if anyone is even going to read this, so I could say whatever I wanted without worrying what someone would think. not that I would anyways, I don't feel remorse or silly feelings like that XD
Anyways, I guess I'll state the events of today. I woke up at like 8-10 *not exactly sure how long I was awake before I looked at the clock* sat around, did chores and whatnot until 1. went to soccer game. almost fought this black kid on the other team for callin me a wetback *wtf? im not even mexican hahaa* we won 5-0, niggas is undefeated in league standings *knock on wood, not even tryin to jinx that shit* went home. took a shwoer and ate. did more chores and some homework. went over to danicas house and kicked it wit her. went home at like 10. actually kinda satisfied with today...... except didn't get to fight that black dude, but its w.e now. i think im done with this for now