Monday, February 22, 2010
Day Damn 1
home. decided i was too tired and had too much shit to do and i didnt wanna get any 0's so i just stayed home today. tournament was actually pretty coo. got 3rd tho. woulda got 1st if UGO didnt get a red card in the first game. jk ugo, love u mah dooo. that was a dumbass reason for a red anyways. last game was HELLA intense. came back from bein down by 3, double overtime, shootouts until the last man, and then alexis our keeper won it for us. great. ride back was coo but whenever it got quiet started thinkin about stuff... not fun. some people kinda disgust/disappoint me. i miss my niggas tho. pretty sure imma stop by the school after school tho. get work, possibly work out. im glad i was busy like all weekend. workin hard from the moment i got up, workin wit a group of ppl for a common goal. legit. i feel like shit doesnt weigh as much on my mind since the tournament started. birthday comin up this weekend. not really sure wat imma do but i dnt really care either hahaa
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
There Are Days...
Foreword: I have dedicated this blog to Nick Howery, who saw fit to search out my blog and read it. It is in his honor that I will attempt to write this entire entry with good grammar and spelling.
Now, to begin, whomever is reading this must know the vocabulary I intend to use. Really, this only means two words:
cynical: showing contempt for accepted standards of honesty or morality by one's actions, esp. by actions that exploit the scruples of others.
pessimistic: pertaining to or characterized by a tendency to stress the negative or unfavorable or to take the gloomiest possible view
These are words that are on the surface of my mind almost constantly when I look at the world around me. Many people truly disgust me. People no longer have the morals, standards, or ethics they used to have. It's revolting to think that in our society, we allow people to act the way they do without severely punishing those who deserve it. It sickens me that people can do the things they do to each other, and live with themselves, knowing what they have done. For example, there was a story on TV the other day, talking about mothers who abuse their children sexually. How could anyone do that to a child? Especially that child's own mother, the one person in the whole world who is supposed to love and take care of that child more than anyone else? Sickening. Looking around while in public, the majority of the population make me sick. Everyone just looks out for themselves because that's the only person they really care about. At times, people act like they care about one another, but they really don't. No one who actually cares about someone else would do something that would hurt that person they care about, no matter what. Really, it pisses me off that so many people get away with shit like that. How can we arrest not arrest people for the terrible things they do? Ok, I'm sorry Nick, but I can't really let out my thoughts when I have to write correctly. end of dedicated part for nick.
ANYWAYS, shit really pisses me off. people fucking suck. they hurt each other, even when theyre supposedly in love. they fuck up everything they have going for them. they dont realize wat they had until its way too fucking late. then they blame everything on someone else. fucking ridiculous. IF SHITS FUCKED UP, TAKE FUCKING RESPONSIBILITY PEOPLE!! thats probably why im such a cynic.... and a pessimist. i really only like my niggas, my family, and a few select people. other than that, i kinda hate everyone. people are so fucking stupid and irritating. if u love someone, u dnt fucking hurt them. ever. no matter what. the end. theres no fucking question about it, its not a debate or sumthing to be questioned, its a fucking fact. GIRLSZ u always bitch about "omg these guys are so fucked up, they only want one thing, they are so mean, theyre so heart less, blah blah blah..." u wanna know why theyre like that? cuz once upon a time, they made the mistake of actually caring, and a girl ripped out his fucking heart and shattered it into infinitesimal pieces. that is why most guys are heartless. anyways, back to the point.... people suck hahaa. if you know someone you "care about" is going to get mad or upset, or any kind of negative reaction to something u are doing or plan on doing, DONT FUCKING DO IT! its like fucking common sense, learn to not be such a fucking idiot. for once in peoples lives, they should THINK before they act. shit. it's like most of the people in the world are fucking retards. fuck. everyone needs to fucking better themselves because really, if ur not, u better be Jesus or sumthin, otherwise ur just a fucking idiot.
well i guess thats all i hae to say rite now
peacee
*ATS*
Now, to begin, whomever is reading this must know the vocabulary I intend to use. Really, this only means two words:
cynical: showing contempt for accepted standards of honesty or morality by one's actions, esp. by actions that exploit the scruples of others.
pessimistic: pertaining to or characterized by a tendency to stress the negative or unfavorable or to take the gloomiest possible view
These are words that are on the surface of my mind almost constantly when I look at the world around me. Many people truly disgust me. People no longer have the morals, standards, or ethics they used to have. It's revolting to think that in our society, we allow people to act the way they do without severely punishing those who deserve it. It sickens me that people can do the things they do to each other, and live with themselves, knowing what they have done. For example, there was a story on TV the other day, talking about mothers who abuse their children sexually. How could anyone do that to a child? Especially that child's own mother, the one person in the whole world who is supposed to love and take care of that child more than anyone else? Sickening. Looking around while in public, the majority of the population make me sick. Everyone just looks out for themselves because that's the only person they really care about. At times, people act like they care about one another, but they really don't. No one who actually cares about someone else would do something that would hurt that person they care about, no matter what. Really, it pisses me off that so many people get away with shit like that. How can we arrest not arrest people for the terrible things they do? Ok, I'm sorry Nick, but I can't really let out my thoughts when I have to write correctly. end of dedicated part for nick.
ANYWAYS, shit really pisses me off. people fucking suck. they hurt each other, even when theyre supposedly in love. they fuck up everything they have going for them. they dont realize wat they had until its way too fucking late. then they blame everything on someone else. fucking ridiculous. IF SHITS FUCKED UP, TAKE FUCKING RESPONSIBILITY PEOPLE!! thats probably why im such a cynic.... and a pessimist. i really only like my niggas, my family, and a few select people. other than that, i kinda hate everyone. people are so fucking stupid and irritating. if u love someone, u dnt fucking hurt them. ever. no matter what. the end. theres no fucking question about it, its not a debate or sumthing to be questioned, its a fucking fact. GIRLSZ u always bitch about "omg these guys are so fucked up, they only want one thing, they are so mean, theyre so heart less, blah blah blah..." u wanna know why theyre like that? cuz once upon a time, they made the mistake of actually caring, and a girl ripped out his fucking heart and shattered it into infinitesimal pieces. that is why most guys are heartless. anyways, back to the point.... people suck hahaa. if you know someone you "care about" is going to get mad or upset, or any kind of negative reaction to something u are doing or plan on doing, DONT FUCKING DO IT! its like fucking common sense, learn to not be such a fucking idiot. for once in peoples lives, they should THINK before they act. shit. it's like most of the people in the world are fucking retards. fuck. everyone needs to fucking better themselves because really, if ur not, u better be Jesus or sumthin, otherwise ur just a fucking idiot.
well i guess thats all i hae to say rite now
peacee
*ATS*
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